well zena its my birthday today as you know and i would get lots off presents from you but the only thing i would wont is to tell you just how much i am still in love with you its been nearly 16 years you have been gone and it still herts everyday i miss you so much my darling wife and i long to be with you .Rhys is doing so well hes lost lots off weight and even run his first half marathon you will so proud off him as i am hes got so much more pland for next year .He looks so much like you still and we chat everyday he rings me as he is on his way to work he walks even though i got him a car from us for being so brilliant .i just wonted you to know that i am so deeply in love with you and that will never stop sleep tight my beauty ivan
